hmmm.
i forgot to mention that jason walked my home yesterday.
wahahhaha. it was really nice of him considering my stupid loooong slope.
(all who've walked it before shud know)
haha. but he's a guy so its expected.
ahhaha. den he was telling me how he wished ______ lived in the same direction.
den it'd be the IDEAL situation. ahahha.
ah well. i think he quite poor thing thoh.
but infatuation's shortsighted.
leads to love being blind. (ok lame i know but ITS TRUE!!!!!!)
all the best la.

aniwae. today i sat next to Sharlene during econs.
had a great time talking with her heh.
and ZH was so kancheong behind la!
lol. quite sad actually.
sigh. things like that always makes me kinda sad...

and today i just din feel good.
everything was so... wrong.
i saw LX cry. she felt very horrid today too.
and i told myself im not gonna cry.
its like.
suddenly i feel really really stressed out.
yesterday i was free as a lark.
and today im one of your slaving trained and chained elephants.
cos we're all part of the performing circus arent we?

the only good thing was the CF this morning.
nehz introed me to it, and we read excerpts on Following Christ.
and man, i just realise what a lousy person i am by His standards.
oh Lord, pls help me cos God knows i cant do this alone.